Simply Complicated

This is a very old picture but I just wanna write and there's no pics in this computer yet.

There was a time when I hated maturity. I thought matured people are boring. I even told my bestfriend that I really didin't wanna mature because matured people are no fun. But I guess it is one of the things that one cannot really run away from or simply reject. Hehe.

Fast forward 5 years and maturity caught up to me.I now do not enjoy my favorite cartoons. I do not like watching movies in a high school set up. everyone aged 26 below look like babies to me. 16 year iolds who think they are not kids anymore are people I wanna hurt. Haha. The line "They don't know shit yet." is a common phrase my mind spits out now. I am now excited by a new sponge and some sweet wine. Not that I drink often, just excited. hehe. I used to write for a possible audience but now I write just for my future self. so I can look and laugh at myself in the future. The things I was worried about at 20 I now realize are nothing to be worried about. 

I have an eyecandy now. Others might not appreciate him but to me he is absolutely gorgeous. His name is Thomas Adam Stegall. The only American I've ever been close too. Well, not so close yet but we are getting there. I am patient. He will come around. hehe. Brooks is in love with Adam but he doesn't know it yet. Hope everything goes well because he really is everything I want in a man.